Aalilly

speak of commitment!

2011-05-03T08:28:00.000-07:00

hey hey again! blogger is kinda dull these days, less updates! wats wrong ppl???

well i myself have been away from blogger, but the reason is tht i dont have internet access presently.. :/

so yah. about life...! i always shared with you the things see and learn from my life..

and this time its probably one of the biggest and most unexpected change ive gone thru and also a huge lesson ive learned.

u knw.. life is all about commitment, taking chances and more time... in my whole life ive always believed this. i know its all really true... but there comes times when u have to make decisions against ur heart. but it may all be just for good.

this time i learned that no matter how much time you giv to a person, and no matter how much you try to prove that u tried, people just dont want to accept it.. and sum ppl are just too ignorant to accept that they make mistakes...

and guess what.... there is always a time wen u get fed up! fed up of giving chances, fed up of waiting for peoples commitment, fed up of being pushed around, and fed up of being ignored! all i know is i tried, i gave time and i listened! but there is a limit!... so i gave up...! becox no matter how u feel, sumtimes u just have to forget how u feel and remember what you deserve!

well.. it got really really hard for to adapt to the changes... it actually did hurt... but i guess its all for good again!

and about life all in all... dad is still very very sick and i may have to leave abroad asap! but not sure abt the date yet.. and home is still crowded and im dont feel very good there...soo im still living in hulhumale with ibu.. .and we are actually have some great time.... hes the best brother ever.. i luv him soo much.. <3

and about the job.. they called for orientation and dragged us there for two days and sed that they'll call and let us know the date wen we have to start work... sooo its all about waiting.. AGAIN!

sooo yah.. tht was a brief update about life... im hoping for better changes... insha allah everything will fall into place eventually!

soo luv ya all bloggers! miss ya!

dont stop blogging!... cheeers!

tadaa!

2011-04-19T05:01:00.000-07:00

Its been a long time yeah? I know I know!

But lifes been a bit hectic. And I happen to spend a lot more days in tumblr rather than blogger.

But hey, here I am. So lets move on…

About my birthday! It was great! I got a surprise from mom and family at midnight. I got a cheesecake and we had pizza and coke.. and on my birthday, nathu and I went on a lil walk, and spent a lot of time doing crazy stuff. She was actually trying to get me ready and take me to my 2^nd surprise party of the day.

So after hanging around for a long time both of us FINALLY headed to central and there were all the people I LOVE! Thnks to everyone.. I had a great 18^th birthday!

Well march was full of birthdays of different people, friends and family.

And then here is April, first 3 days were ok. Just normal! Wake up eat, browse browse browse…

But dad got real sick and had to go to the hospital with him several times. And now here I am. In hulhumale’, getting damn bored, but trying to take care of dad and myself. I had to change the environment I was In previously after a little incident that occurred recently.

Well anyways, im still waiting for a job, its real hard to cope with everyday life while im jobless.

But this week has been a lottt of fun! A frnd let us borrow a ps2 so tht we cud play at home without being bored. Nathu and her boy came over everyday to play ps and we cook and eat and go for walks. It was great. Got to spend real great time with nathu.. J

So anyways??? How hav u bloggers been? i didn’t update my blog, but I do visit urs regularly! So no worries! Have a great time! Will catch u later… sooner insha allah! Cyu.. taataa!!

downnn down down.. and up again!!!

2011-03-10T10:21:00.000-08:00

hi again guyzz!!

these days were okayy.. but pretty frustrating at times!

well soo wats new is tht muthu turned 18 yesterday, just 3 days older than me veema v fonivefa hunnanee! hmph

went to his party and got to meet a lot of friends from school.. i actually had a great time with muthu, muuthi, ruku and all the otherss!!

i actually realized that, no matter how many things i had to deal with back then, i was such a happy person cox i had all my friends! i had muuthi and muthu just next door, nathu at the next block and everybody just close enough to get in touch with anytime!!

i might have not been a more responsible person back then, but i was happy!

maybe now im just growing up and thts y i stress out easily, but i dont want to turn into a stressed and depressed old lady wen im only gonna turn 18!

i got less contacts of my friends wen i shifted to male and wen i started working and stuff... i feel the lack of friends now, because i need them...! and like i sed earlier.. everyone has their lives to deal with...! so its gonna be kinda hard for them to manage time too huh!

still.. i miss all my friends! the ones who went to different islands and countries too as well as the ppl here in male!.. you guys are the ppl who ive been together for 5 whole years! really miss you guys! :)

oh and tunight... i went to a wedding at raanbaa! the fud was great! hehe.. mann...! weddings really do make me emotional! its just sooo happy to see ppl happy and to see tht two ppl are finally becoming one! alhamdlillah!

after that went to a party next door and had an AWESOME blackforest cake! yummmyy! the cake wishlist for my bday is increasing and increasing... the list tops up with chocolate mousse cake, then the blackforest cake, rainbow cake and cheesecake, and dhen neynge yummyyy!!!

alsoo! guess wat is torturing me like hell!!! the cold which has been stuck with me for more than a MONTH! yes a month! O_O... man its so annoying... and tunight i just got fever again! my head aches, my back aches.. actually my whole body aches! its just tooooo disturbing.. soo ive had some meds now and off to sleep now!!

[pic from tumblr! and yah.. i loove the pic... thts the reason y i put it there!!]

sooo bye bye guys... have an awesome time!! luv u guys a lot! :) :) gudnight!

change!

2011-02-22T08:29:00.000-08:00

so yah life changes! so much each day! and thus people change, it doesnt exclude me either.

well to begin with! i was working last month and i never thought i would leave it just after a month.! but i did! of cox i had my own reasons. and then there's my family life right??? well i was living with my mom and aunt and her kids and mom's kokko!

but then came some more people and it got bit crowded at home... i wanted some time with a little bit less pressure, so ive moved to dhonbe ge place for abt 2 or 3 months! but i miss mom and others at home! but it isnt bad over here either!

moving on! comes the people most close to you in life. well the way they treat you, the way they react to what you say, the way they behave around you, it all changes! even the most unexpected! but hey, they've all got their own life huh? maybe its just me who has way too much expectations from people, when the truth is that everyone has their own issues to deal with. right?

i realli thought about this issue and i thought, even if any person is a close person to me, they have their own things to deal with. its not only me in their lives, but so many other things too. sooo i shudnt even expect too much time for me from them. but i still do think that just some time is important.! because there are some people from whom i want to feel that im important! like my very close frnds, family etc...

As for me, i agree i changed a lot after i finished school. the same thing happened to me. i had MANY MANY issues to deal with. so the time i spent with my frnds and people were very much less than earlier. but i tried to give time to everyone. and from now on i will try even more to spend time with my loved ones becox ive realised how much it hurts when you feel like you are just another person to your loved ones!

Now that i dont have much to do, im thinking of going jogging some days, not to lose weight (i dont have any weight to lose :P) but because i miss my sporty self. i miss the sporty me at school. i thought maybe ill be way more refreshed and stress free and ofcox healthy if i start doing some exercise. so yah! wish me luck. :)

welll and i thought ill try this format instead of the center alligned format this time... i thought this was looks better.! but lets see.! u guys recommend! [pic from my tumblr, it may not match with the post but i just like the pic.. xD] annndd! bye for now!

cya!

a page from my life!

2011-02-04T11:52:00.000-08:00

How do you guys describe a normal life??

for a teenage girl..??

Heres wat i believe from wat ive seen and learned from different people and different friends of mine..

Of cox a normal life is a happy family,

good education, good job,a place to live, enough clothes and food!

RIGHT??

but hey?? ever thought about the difference of a TEENAGER?

ive seen a LOT of ppl who are suffering! but for me i have a very normal life!

complicated family issues, (seperated parents each one with their own issues)

extended family who gives a damn headache at times!

great friends but sumtimes we have our own lil problems!

VERY stressful money matters! (rent. bills blah blah)

Studies is gud!

getting hold of a good enough job!

(im still waiting for tht government one!)

Wat ive been trying to do since i completed my o'levels was to continue my studies without doing A' lvls but with my own spending!

as soon as my parents got seperated i wanted to take care of my mother! so first thing i did was to get a job!

started my studies and managed to pay the class fees, give something for rent, spend for me and moms personal stuff, and pay the internet bill.

i managed to do that for quiet sometime but unfortunately i left my job due to some health issues and also some problems in the office! so i took a long break from work, but guess wat!

being jobless at 17yrs of age was more hectic than working!

of cox i got a whole day to hangout at home! but it used to giv me headaches!

i had soo much to deal with! i dont want to make dad spend on me so much! both mom and dad have done so much for me, and being an only child has given a lot! i thought its time for me to do something for them!

and thts y im searching for a well paid job and a place i cud afford to live alone with mom!

well well! there goes!

Some highlights about my life!

well, for me! this is my normal life!

how abt u guys?

wats ur life like?? do u call this normal?? or do you have easier or HARDER lives??

[pic from tumblr]

sudden fun fact about me!
# mom says it was hard to walk on the road with me because i used to stop and read all the names of the houses and shops wen i walk along!

for right now! im off..

buh bye!

well!!

2011-01-25T10:12:00.000-08:00

right!!!

its beeen sooo longg..

i had the intention to update but wasnt able to do so..

since life has been keeping me so busy...

Anyways ive been trying to find a one room apartment for me and mom..

but havent got hold of a good enough one yet..

trying to shift by the end of this month...

trying our best... if u guys have any suggestions do let me knowww..

puweeezz..

anddd.. ive been oh so busy at work...

i have an awesome bunch of frnds there...

it sure is pretty hectic at times... but then again getting to learn alot..

from the bad and from the good...

oh btw... there is just one more month to go... for my birth month to come.. :)

yayyy. .cant wait... cox im gonna turn 18.. but dheraves vey... ehaa avahah bodu vaathee.. :/

but whu cares.... here goes life!

i may post a birthday wish list to the blog sometime.

but my major want right now is a huge blackforest cake!!! yummyy!!

my biggest inspiration these days is my tumblr.. :)

Anywaysss.. wats been up with you guys??

how is life treating you??

keep me updated...

even though i dont update my blog so often... i do visit u guys oki.. :)

its so great to have luvly bloggers like u.. :)

[pic from tumblr... i luv ferreros.... yummyy]

can remember a fun fact tonight.. sooo laterzz..

bye for now...

gnite..

here comes 2011

2010-12-31T12:22:00.000-08:00

hei guys..

first things first!

wish u all a happy 2011.!!

moving on..

remember i mentioned about starting work..

yah soo the previous week has been a busy one..

ofyc home, home ofyc, and class! sooo i dont get much free time. have to do night shifts too.

BUT.. its all worth it...

like i said... it has been making my bored time very very very less..

i met a bunch of AWESOME frnds...

also had a chance to go on the ofyc trip but i skipped it..

BUT i miss Him a loooottt!!!

but then again...

it all happens for good right??

soo its ok... cox we do see each other..and i value each and every moment together..

on the occasion of the new year..

lets tell you about somethings im hoping to do..

*be a gud daughter..

*be a gud girlfriend..

*be a gud friend..

*be a gud sister..

*be a gud employee..
AND

*BE MYSELF

anyways..

sudden fun fact about me for tunite..

# mom says i used to eat raw onions hama ekkoh...

when i think of it now.. i go YUCK!

i dont remember eating the like tht.. but oh gawd!! i was such a kid!

message before leaving..

this new year..

i want to love my family as much as i can..

try my best to be the best girlfriend ever..!!

annddd be an AWESOME friend..

my message for you guys is the same..

but just remember...

you dont need to change yourself.. just be YOU! cox thts wat makes you special.. :)

[pic from weheartit]

soo.. bye for now..

gnite..

and happy new year guys!!

its me.. again!

2010-12-23T11:40:00.001-08:00

tadaa!!

finally... finally here i am after some time.

ok.. so what ive been mainly doing these days is watching movies and series and a very very very few internet!

and then i went for a job interview and was called for the second round..

went to the second round and tadaa ove been selected!

soo!! im gonna start working on this sunday!!

finally i will be very well occupied and less bored! insha allah!

otherwise in life, i have these new cravings for waffles and the "thihthimen corn".

the spicy chicken one is goood!!

i actually crave for just anything.. ANYTHING!

missing muuthi loads and loads... shes gone off to lanka!

and also.. met ekko after a long timeee and had an awesome time...

and looking forward for a fun day again tomm with nathu and ekko.. :D

oh remember i told you i would extend the about me list... buuutt.. wen i try writing i actually dont remember all the facts at the same time.. soo i decided.. i wud include the facts in between my posts wen i remember...

soo.. sudden fun fact abt me..

# i get angry when i get too hungry.. i get soo angry i cud even cry and get mad at stupid stuff!!..

so u rather keep me well fed! :P

[pic from my tumblr... i dunno whose it is..]

sooo.. for now.. gudnight!

and have an awesome time...

will sure catch you guys latr.!!

realization!

2010-12-08T13:32:00.000-08:00

Alrite. so here i am again..

tuday, during the afternoon, my aunt, uncle in law,

lil gurl cousin and the new born cousin flew off to the island..

of cox i didnt go because i DONT like the place at all.

but noww... i feel sooo lonely at home..

cox mom goes to work and im literally alone at home.

but thanks to my guy he keeps me well accompanied thru internet, and phone....

Anyways

the loneliness made me realize something realli important,

it made me realize that ive been running away from some of the responsibilities i have,

that.. i am not having the courage to face the fact that its not only me who change,

and that no matter how old my parents get, even they change from day to day.

i forgot that they had their own life too, apart from me!

i realized that, now that i understand i have to giv them time to live their life.. cox all these days they've been living the life for me..

soo ive started telling myself that i have my own responsibilities.

firstly, keeping myself well organized,

taking care of myself, and caring more about mom and dad.

(not tht i dont care about them now... but i need to care for them more now)

its kinda a battle to give time to both of them equally since they are separated and live in two different places.

ive been planning on shifting with dad after some time... but who knows if we will live tomorrow right..? all i want to doo.. i got to start as soon as possible right??

soo ive decided im gonna start trying to give some more time to dad than i do now.

and as for mom... im just giving her a chance to experience her lost teen life.

i totally understand a teenagers situation, and for her its almost the same.

So yah! go on mom... and experience the best days of life before its too late..

ill support you in watever decision you take!

oh well.. sooo all in all.. im just trying to improve..

be a better daughter... and a better friend...

cox i dont want to lose you guys...

but for those of you who think i changed and im a bad person for that...

here me out!!

the truth is.. i grew up!

i learnt tht you cant ALWAYS be happy... i accepted reality..

i have responsibilities...

it doesnt mean i hate any of you!... or that im foni.. or well.. i dont care if you think soo...

but.. everyone changes right??

i guess this is the time for ME to finally stand up on my own feet!

you'll understand wen the right time for you comes...

and at that time... i will have no problem with it cox ill totally understand!!

anywayyss! thnks you guys for listening to all the stuff i spill in here..!!!

have a gud nite.. :)

cheers

vulnerable

2010-11-25T08:24:00.000-08:00

i havent been much of a blogger aye?

yah..!

something happi.. :)

my aunt delivered..! a boy.. means.. i got a new cousin!

so its kinda busy at home now...

but he sure is a cutie...

moving on!

i feel kinda lifeless these days...

i dunno wat is making me like this soo frequently!

i guess its the effect of jobless-ness!

its such a bore at home.. i realli dunt have stuff to do.. and i dont have anyone to accompany me!

yah so result is me being bored and mad and crazy and HUNGRY!

i just figured out that ive become very vulnerable...emotionally i mean!

everytime anyone say even a little thing, my heart breaks!

yah.. its annoying and sadd!! :/

and i dunno how to let the feelings out!

i hve the same thing to say everytime...

repeating the same thing tooo frequently cud make it meaningless! thts wat i thot...

soo i just try to stay without talking abt these stuff...

but then again! this makes me the moody and unhappy person!.

argh! ive become such a mess!

[pic from my tumblr!]

anyways.. bye bye for now..

cya soon!

the little aali! :)

2010-11-13T14:07:00.000-08:00

its been sumtym I KNOW!

i dunno the reason! ive been just a bit more attracted to tumblr these days!

anyways! here goes post about my childhood! idea inspired by haiko.

I used to call “BOHTHAANI” for water!

I used to cry the whole night till morning!

I wanted to be a MONKEY when I grew up! (kiyavaigen molhuvegen adhi eii ves :P) a highly educated monkey!

I called BOATHALHAA for boakibaa and cake! And apparently, one day there was my great grandmothers faathihaa at home, and while the kiyavaa meehun were having tea, I went up there and cried “mammaa dheboathalhaa dhee!” because I wanted both cake and boakibaa! hehe

When I was in kindergarten, I made jewellery from clay and actually put them INSIDE my ears pretending they were earrings!

I DIDN’T like to share! And one dayyy, mom bought a packet of sweets and gave to everyone and didn’t leave anything for me! That’s when I started liking to share! :P

When I used to say the shahaadhath before sleeping I refused to say Muhammad because it was my dad’s name! I used to tell mom that its bad to call dad’s name! id rather say bappa.. :P but mom made me understand! Hehe

I used to pray and make duas wishing for a sibling! (yeap! I wanted one sooo bad! I still doo)

When the prayer calls I used to start praying and my prayer would be over as soon as bangi is over!

I used to say “BANKIYO” at banbukeyo!

When I first saw dad, I was scared of him and told grandma that mom had a scary beybe with us in the room!! :P (I saw dad after quite a while becox he was a boatu dhathuru kuraa meehaa back then)

ibu and I switched mothers sometimes! When maama was out and sometimes wen mom is out! :P so we kinda are siblings. Not born from same tummy but still! Same milk! “yayyy”

when I went to a zoo, the only thing I was interested in was the MONKEYS! Not even the tigers and stuff! They were boring to me! :P (actually it turns out I still like monkeys! Like the rainbow monkey from KND, boots from dora and there are sum more too!)

I cried NOT to go on a horse ride! But I did go after a lot of crying though! :P

I fed a GIRAFFE!! YAAYYY!

I never liked plain milk, so mom tried all new things and she invented vanilla buhthashi which tasted like vanilla icecream! She added vanilla essence and color to the buhthashi! I still have it instead of milk.. becox I still hate plain milk! And its great! U shud try! More ice is better!

more to come in another post! enuff for tunite! so enjoy! m off for now..

so all in all! life is good right now!

gonna miss ibu! :) cum bck soon brother!

oki happy hols to all.. :)

[pic from tumblr!! its just sooo cute!!)

a list

2010-10-28T14:33:00.000-07:00

soo heres a post!

about some things i wish were different in my life..

i know it isnt happening...

but just remembered soo wud lyk to share wid u guys..

these are just some of them! not ALL! cox human wants are never ending right??

ok so here goes..!

I wish I got to grow up with my 6 months younger nephew!

because he is so awesome!
I wish my younger brother/sister was born!
because I always wanted a sibling and i know she was on her way but cudnt make it..
I wish I got better results.. :P
because I was expecting for higher grades.. :P
I wish me and mom lived alone.
because life is such a mess with all the people in the house right now..
I wish I earn for myself and could spend as much as I want ON FOOD!!
because I always crave for food and I want to eat!
I wish muuthi and I still lived next doors!
because I miss the stupid things we did together.
I wish I could fit ALL my stuff in my room. My teddy, my books, and everything!
because I miss everything and I have to keep all of them in another ISLAND right now!
I wish I could do a lot of shopping at once.
because I love shopping!

I wish ibu and I were siblings.

Like I said because he is AWESOME and it wud have been great if so!

[pic from somewhere out of my tumblr.. :)]

still on the pause!

2010-10-25T12:06:00.000-07:00

yahhh.. soo my life again right!

same things guyss! its still on the pause...

how i met ur mother... and sleep!

but im realli trying to get back on track with my sleep..

noo late nights!

oh and tonight went to a family gathering where i met a lot of relatives,

most of them i never knew even existed!! O_O

but all of them were realli nice and frndly!

it was fun and yummy food of cox..!!

soo had some quality time with dad after quiet a while..!!

now back home doing nothing but just writing some stuff..

and on my way to bedd!!

sooo this post is supposed to be shorter than the others i usually post.

BECOZ! this is my life blog and there is not very interesting stuff happening right now..

except the cliche'(s) happening in the house!

more updates about tht later!

soo for right now!

im gone... cya!

life goes on!

2010-10-20T04:02:00.000-07:00

Soo.. nothing has changed much...

im duing pretty much the same things which ive been doing abt 3 months ago...

my sleeeppp!! argh.. i realli got to change my schedule...

i cnt sleep at night... even though im on bed and TRY to sleep i cnt go to sleep before 3.30 or 4 in the morning...

or if i cud actually fall asleep a bit early i wake up in the middle of the night...

this is happening since before ramazan this year!

and unfortunately as i am jobless and my classes are at night...

i dont have anything to do even if i wake up early.. so i end up on bed till afternoon!

i starrvveee wen i wake up..

and ive got stupid cravings for junk food...

u will realise that even if u visit my tumblr.

hehe..

ive got a sweet tooth now.. i want donuts, marshmallows and dont forget COKE!

even though i get bored most of the time... one thing i enjoy is watching how i met your mother!

yess... thats how i spend most of my time noww!!...

its awesome!

theres one more thing i do these days...

i take tiutions for my brother and his classmate...

two 9 year olds.. totally eats my head up!..

one thing i realised...

even though i dont have anything to do..

and even though im bored and im practically wasting a lot of my time duing NOTHING..

the world doesnt stop...

everything is changing and i have to face everyday!!...

So... i have three words for all of u..

LIFE GOES ON!

and it doesnt care whether u are coming with it or not!

sooo just move on!

[pic from sumwhere of my tumblr..]

16th and 17th

2010-10-18T13:20:00.000-07:00

So here i am again!

there was noooo news from the ofyc thingy...

bro told me there were above 100 applications.. soo no idea!

16th was our anniversary.. 1 year 1 month.. soo we celebrated a bit with a ferero chocolate drink.. luv u babe.. <3

The big thing that happened was moms b day... It was 17th...

on 16th ge night, me ibu faizan and xef bought everything we need for a party...

balloons, cake, snow, party popper, chickn and parata and all other stuph...

hmm soo wen mom finished the shop at 11 me and xef went to pick her up..

and we went to the gaadiyaa thah kairi ah.. and there was this show and eythi balan thibefa dhen went to have cotton candy and jugo!.

after that on the way home.. we tried to pop the party popper but unfortunately faizan broke it and plan flop....

dhen 1 ves vanikoh geah dhevunee... dhiya iru paaaarrrrttyyyyyyy!!!! yayyyy.. she was very happi!

dhen cake falhaafa.. kaifa... snow fulhi mulhi thanashaa gayashaa angayashaa jahaafa! kukulhu kaigen kulhi vegen moyavegen..

hehehe..

and then xef and faizan left..

It was all mom ge bf ge plan soo special thanks to him.. :)

anddd laterrrr again on 17 ge night...

i bought tulips for mom and shop nimunu gadeega sent it to her...

she was EXtremelyyy happi!!..

so was i..

soo happi birthday mommmy!..

tht was all abt her b day!

dhen aneh hen maa bodu kameh nuvey.,.

will update u abt anything... :)

oh btw...!!

we are celebrating furaavaru's 3rd anniversary.. dunt forget to visit

http://furaavaruonline.com

play games and win gifts.. :)

enjoy!

[pic from my tumblr]

hei.. =)

2010-10-13T09:17:00.000-07:00

oops! its been sumtym right!

oh welll... during these days.. so much has happened...

actualli i finishd my first semester exams...

realli hoping they wud come out fine.. :)

ill be getting the results at somewhere arnd february or end of jan!

watvr.. just cnt wait to see them...

and theennnnn!!!

im trying to write this all of a sudden so all the stuph arent comin to mind.

but will update ltr if i miss anything...

well...

there were very very fun and memorable days tooo...

i had fun with sum of my gurlfwendss... went to shopping with them... had sum serious time with them too..

they are all soo special and i miss all of my frnds a lot..

about family!

well... better not talk abt it!

it havnt been this complicated ever...!

the rent is increasing of this place and its getting less affordable..

sooo sis and ppl hav decided to shift to island which i dont like and i dont want to and i cnt shift!

it has been the island which i hate the mosttt...

and i dont want to go becox i hate the place and the ppl there are such monsters...

i know im not supposed to say this.. but cnt help cox i hvnt met a lot of nice ppl whu grew up there.

and i cant becox im studying.

and i am so not gud at getting along with tht side of my family becox of lot of stuph...

well yah damnnn!!

now i hv two choices...

either to shift with my dad...

or to find a place to liv with mom....

which means i have to get a job.. SOON

oh tht reminds me... ive applied for a job tuday!

realli hope i get it...

of cox ill tell u guys abt how it goes in another post!

so lets just stop right here...

and wait for another post right??

cox this is getting very family complicated.. and its making me think!

sooo... for right now..

im outta here..!!!

GOOD NIGHT!

[pic from deviant art ge i dunno who]

u never see a rainbow without a bit of rain!

2010-09-23T14:55:00.000-07:00

These two days were kind of frustrating..

cox i got some news which wasnt easy to hear, and so far the most saddest news ive had!

and so, that whole day went kind of dizzy!

was thinking tooo much and stressy!

and then, tuday again i was bored the whole day, and during the evening sum frnds and him dropped by!

we were chatting for a while and then went out for jugo!

fini fini Jugo on a fini fini night! and then headed shopping! four of us!

was fun... with two very annoying guys while shopping! (maybe cox they dont like shopping)

but we enjoyed.. :D im sure they did too..!!

soo my frnd bought a handbag for herself. and i bought myself a biooootiful faivaan!

and all then all of us bought some cosmetics we needed!..

So after coming back home me him a frnd and my kokko played cards for a while and got hungry!!

so.. we decided that the on who lost would giv us dinner..!! and we begged our frnd and got food!!! haha..

So we had a good meal and they left at about 12.30.

Thats when i got online and met somebody from my past scul!

we had a deal on the website and i got all excited and cant wait for it to be edited and launched soon.!!

after that just kept on tumbling and tumbling in tumblr.

oh! and is it only me or is facebook really having problems???

plus i think there is a connection prob.. the net is damn sloww!! maybe becox of the rain..

well as i told you earlier rain makes me miss him..

right now.. its very very cold..

and m off to sleep!!

guess i need some rest after all this excitement.!

i know it may not have been tht exciting... but i dunno why i feel soo excited and happy!!!

well.. its a good thing right.. =]

so i learnt that u dont get happiness before u get a bit of pain..!!

soo.. u dont see a rainbow without a lil rain!

[pic sumwhere out of my tumblr]

ok soo noww..

buh bye and catch ya laters..

A lil life update!

2010-09-18T13:52:00.000-07:00

Rainy days are here again!!

Sometimes i dont like the rain because a lot of plans are cancelled..

like last friday, i was planning to hang out with my frnds. but cudnt because of the rain.. :/

too baddd!!

But realli,

rain just reminds me of HIM!

No matter how little it rains.. or how hard it rains..

i just miss him wen it rains.. infact a lot of people do miss their partner!!

oh welll... tonight while im writing the post.. its very cold, and raining outside..

which means.. i miss him even right now!

Let me giv u a life update!

i am suffering from diarrohea!

yes the vommiting!

argh it suxx...

loads of meds..

but there isnt much of an improvement yet... hmph..

hope it gets better soon..

And nooowwww!!..

m off to write sum stuph for furaavaru..

its cumin bck tomm after ramadan...

do visit and see sum of my works and others works too..!! :P

FuraavaruOnline

Well thts all for right now..
[oh and pic by widjita from DA]

Sooo gnite..

ciao..

<3 <3

may i have some space?? please?

2010-08-28T15:25:00.000-07:00

When i was just a little girl i wanted to grow up.. and be a grown up.

but when i finally started to grow up, i didnt want to be an adult.

until recently, i wanted to grow up..

and pretty soon.

so that i could finally have my own space,

because until now, ive been waiting till i get my own room,

but now ive stopped dreaming about that.

because i cant see it happening anytime soon unless i get a very own space on my own,

for me and mom!

After sum years later get married??

but no! im talking about earlier than that!

i dont mind living together with people, but i need some space;

where i could do my work easily.

where i could actually bring over my friends and i wont feel uncomfortable, thinking whether someone is bothered.

Also, so that i could make my own food and play music as loud as i want,

So that i could watch tv or movies for as long as i want,

So that i could have space to keep my own stuff.

i am 17! dunt u guys agree that i owe just a little bit of privacy??

hmph... i just wish it would happen soon...

i could live here.. i dont want to complain... but its just a little bit hard to adapt wen it comes to studies and homework..!!

i miss my old home and the people ive been living with...

i love them all!! they were just my own family!

PS. today i turned 18yrs meelaadhee gothun.. tehe.. xD

[pic from my tumblr ge konmes hisaabeh!!]

changed!

2010-08-22T15:44:00.000-07:00

My life is a lot different like i said in the previous post.

Just so all of u out there knows.

its not only me,

we've changed..all of us has,

But face it cox it was different sumtyms back,

i know we talked about never to leave each others side or contacts.

its not that any of us have forgotten the friends, but its just that there is a time for everyone, when you have to finally become a bit more responsible.

and i guess this is the time for me to be so.

considering my parents, our lyf and my dreams.

It was the funniest and the most hectic times ever in life, and it wont ever come back.

wen we were in scul, met each other everyday,

But now, we've all got our own lives to focus on.

some of us not so serious about life,

but me!! i am serious, cox this is what ive been living for the whole of my life.

i wanted to study, i had and i still have my very huge dreams.

a new life, new people, new love.. and this time its all true and very seriously important!

just remember, nothing in this world is permanent.

nothing lasts forever..

becox even this world has an end!

everything change, sum for the better, some the worse!

but as long as the world is here. ill have you in my heart!
cox im never letting go off any beautiful things that happened in my life..

even though a few unnecessary things are out of my mind..!

just want all of my friends to know that i love all of u.. <3

i will never forget u guys!! ever!
it was a huge chapter of life and a chapter where i learned so much.

all of u play a huge role in making my life bright.

[pic sumwhere from deviantart]

ekkala litul aali!!

2010-08-15T13:50:00.000-07:00

pic taken by ekko.. :)

OH hey there guys!

im backkk!!

after a looong time.. yup i know! with a new blog.. :)

i never quit blogging...

i was just on a lil break!

anyways.. now that im back..

there's a lot to catch up on...

I shifted to male' after quiet sum time in hulhumale'.

Male is great!Well sumtyms hulhumale' is better..

I did go to a job after finishing my o'levels. but ive quit now.

now im doing sum more studies...

(tht was a lil brief abt the boring old life)

Now this is kind of a new chapter of my life.

A lot of new experiences...

And the most wonderful moments of life.

Everything is changed...

Maybe me too..

A lot about me actualli..

Thats the reason y the other blog is no more.

So here i am..

the bubbly new me..

with a bubbly new blog.

on this special and lovely date.

(16.08.2010)

[happi 11 month anniversary luv]

on an all time fav rainy night.. :)

anyways... just wanted to tell u guys tht i am back..

annnddd!!

Ramadan Kareem bloggers!

missd u all.. :)

gnite.

xoxo