u never see a rainbow without a bit of rain!

These two days were kind of frustrating..

cox i got some news which wasnt easy to hear, and so far the most saddest news ive had!

and so, that whole day went kind of dizzy!

was thinking tooo much and stressy!

and then, tuday again i was bored the whole day, and during the evening sum frnds and him dropped by!

we were chatting for a while and then went out for jugo!

fini fini Jugo on a fini fini night! and then headed shopping! four of us! 

was fun... with two very annoying guys while shopping! (maybe cox they dont like shopping)

but we enjoyed.. :D  im sure they did too..!!

soo my frnd bought a handbag for herself.  and i bought myself a biooootiful faivaan!

and all then all of us bought some cosmetics we needed!..

So after coming back home me him a frnd and my kokko played cards for a while and got hungry!!

so.. we decided that the on who lost would giv us dinner..!! and we begged our frnd and got food!!! haha..

So we had a good meal and they left at about 12.30.

Thats when i got online and met somebody from my past scul! 

we had a deal on the website and i got all excited and cant wait for it to be edited and launched soon.!!

after that just kept on tumbling and tumbling in tumblr. 

oh! and is it only me or is facebook really having problems???

plus i think there is a connection prob.. the net is damn sloww!! maybe becox of the rain..

well as i told you earlier rain makes me miss him..

right now.. its very very cold..

and m off to sleep!!

guess i need some rest after all this excitement.!

i know it may not have been tht exciting... but i dunno why i feel soo excited and happy!!!

well.. its a good thing right.. =] 

so i learnt that u dont get happiness before u get a bit of pain..!!

soo.. u dont see a rainbow without a lil rain!

[pic sumwhere out of my tumblr]

ok soo noww.. 

buh bye and catch ya laters..

A lil life update!

Rainy days are here again!!

Sometimes i dont like the rain because a lot of plans are cancelled..

like last friday, i was planning to hang out with my frnds. but cudnt because of the rain.. :/

too baddd!!

But realli, 

rain just reminds me of HIM!

No matter how little it rains.. or how hard it rains.. 

i just miss him wen it rains.. infact a lot of people do miss their partner!!

oh welll... tonight while im writing the post.. its very cold, and raining outside..

which means.. i miss him even right now!

Let me giv u a life update!

i am suffering from diarrohea!

yes the vommiting!

argh it suxx...

loads of meds..

but there isnt much of an improvement yet... hmph..

hope it gets better soon..

And nooowwww!!..

m off to write sum stuph for furaavaru..

its cumin bck tomm after ramadan... 

do visit and see sum of my works and others works too..!! :P

FuraavaruOnline

Well thts all for right now..
[oh and pic by widjita from DA]

Sooo gnite..

ciao..

<3 <3

may i have some space?? please?

When i was just a little girl i wanted to grow up.. and be a grown up.

but when i finally started to grow up, i didnt want to be an adult.

until recently, i wanted to grow up..

and pretty soon. 

so that i could finally have my own space,

because until now, ive been waiting till i get my own room, 

but now ive stopped dreaming about that.

because i cant see it happening anytime soon unless i get a very own space on my own, 

for me and mom! 

OR

After sum years later get married??

but no! im talking about earlier than that!

 i dont mind living together with people,  but i need some space;

where i could do my work easily.

where i could actually bring over my friends and i wont feel uncomfortable, thinking whether someone is bothered.

Also, so that i could make my own food and play music as loud as i want,

 So that i could watch tv or movies for as long as i want,

So that i could have space to keep my own stuff. 

i am 17! dunt u guys agree that i owe just a little bit of privacy?? 

hmph... i just wish it would happen soon... 

i could live here.. i dont want to complain... but its just a little bit hard to adapt wen it comes to studies and homework..!!

i miss my old home and the people ive been living with...

i love them all!! they were just my own family!

PS. today i turned 18yrs meelaadhee gothun.. tehe.. xD

[pic from my tumblr ge konmes hisaabeh!!]

changed!

My life is a lot different like i said in the previous post.

Just so all of u out there knows.

its not only me,

we've changed..all of us has,

But face it cox it was different sumtyms back, 

i know we talked about never to leave each others side or contacts.

its not that any of us have forgotten the friends, but its just that there is a time for everyone, when you have to finally become a bit more responsible. 

and i guess this is the time for me to be so. 

considering my parents, our lyf and my dreams.

It was the funniest and the most hectic times ever in life, and it wont ever come back.

wen we were in scul, met each other everyday,

But now, we've all got our own lives to focus on. 

some of us not so serious about life, 

but me!! i am serious, cox this is what ive been living for the whole of my life.

i wanted to study, i had and i still have my very huge dreams.

a new life, new people, new love.. and this time its all true and very seriously important!

just remember, nothing in this world is permanent.

nothing lasts forever..

becox even this world has an end!

everything change, sum for the better, some the worse!

 but as long as the world is here. ill have you in my heart!
cox im never letting go off any beautiful things that happened in my life..

even though a few unnecessary things are out of my mind..!

just want all of my friends to know that i love all of u.. <3

i will never forget u guys!! ever!
it was a huge chapter of life and a chapter where i learned so much.

all of u play a huge role in making my life bright. 

[pic sumwhere from deviantart]

ekkala litul aali!!

h

pic taken by ekko.. :)

OH hey there guys! 

im backkk!! 

after a looong time.. yup i know! with a new blog.. :)

i never quit blogging...

i was just on a lil break!

anyways.. now that im back.. 

there's a lot to catch up on...

I shifted to male' after quiet sum time in hulhumale'.

Male is great!Well sumtyms hulhumale' is better.. 

I did go to a job after finishing my o'levels. but ive quit now.

now im doing sum more studies...

(tht was a lil brief abt the boring old life)

Now this is kind of a new chapter of my life. 

A lot of new experiences... 

And the most wonderful moments of life.

Everything is changed...

Maybe me too.. 

A lot about me actualli.. 

Thats the reason y the other blog is no more. 

So here i am..

the bubbly new me.. 

with a bubbly new blog.

on this special and lovely date.

(16.08.2010)

[happi 11 month anniversary luv]

on an all time fav rainy night.. :)

anyways... just wanted to tell u guys tht i am back.. 

annnddd!! 

Ramadan Kareem bloggers!

missd u all.. :)

gnite. 

xoxo