here comes 2011

hei guys..

first things first!

wish u all a happy 2011.!!

moving on..

remember i mentioned about starting work..

yah soo the previous week has been a busy one..

ofyc home, home ofyc, and class! sooo i dont get much free time. have to do night shifts too.

BUT.. its all worth it...

like i said... it has been making my bored time very very very less..

i met a bunch of AWESOME frnds...

also had a chance to go on the ofyc trip but i skipped it..

BUT i miss Him a loooottt!!! 

but then again... 

it all happens for good right??

soo its ok... cox we do see each other..and i value each and every moment together..

on the occasion of the new year..

lets tell you about somethings im hoping to do..

*be a gud daughter..

*be a gud girlfriend..

*be a gud friend..

*be a gud sister..

*be a gud employee..
AND

*BE MYSELF

anyways..

sudden fun fact about me for tunite..

# mom says i used to eat raw onions hama ekkoh... 

when i think of it now.. i go YUCK!

i dont remember eating the like tht.. but oh gawd!! i was such a kid!

message before leaving..

this new year..

i want to love my family as much as i can..

try my best to be the best girlfriend ever..!!

annddd be an AWESOME friend..

my message for you guys is the same..

but just remember...

you dont need to change yourself..  just be YOU! cox thts wat makes you special.. :)

[pic from weheartit]

soo.. bye for now..

gnite.. 

and happy new year guys!!

its me.. again!

tadaa!!

finally... finally here i am after some time.

ok.. so what ive been mainly doing these days is watching movies and series and a very very very few internet!

and then i went for a job interview and was called for the second round..

went to the second round and tadaa ove been selected!

soo!! im gonna start working on this sunday!!

finally i will be very well occupied and less bored! insha allah!

otherwise in life, i have these new cravings for waffles and the "thihthimen corn". 

the spicy chicken one is goood!!

i actually crave for just anything.. ANYTHING!

missing muuthi loads and loads... shes gone off to lanka!

and also.. met ekko after a long timeee and had an awesome time...

and looking forward for a fun day again tomm with nathu and ekko.. :D

oh remember i told you i would extend the about me list... buuutt.. wen i try writing i actually dont remember all the facts at the same time.. soo i decided.. i wud include the facts in between my posts wen i remember...

soo.. sudden fun fact abt me..

# i get angry when i get too hungry.. i get soo angry i cud even cry and get mad at stupid stuff!!..

so u rather keep me well fed! :P

[pic from my tumblr... i dunno whose it is..]

sooo.. for now.. gudnight!

and have an awesome time...

will sure catch you guys latr.!!

realization!

Alrite. so here i am again..

tuday, during the afternoon, my aunt, uncle in law,

lil gurl cousin and the new born cousin flew off to the island..

of cox i didnt go because i DONT like the place at all.

but noww... i feel sooo lonely at home..

cox mom goes to work and im literally alone at home. 

but thanks to my guy he keeps me well accompanied thru internet, and phone.... 

Anyways

the loneliness made me realize something realli important,

it made me realize that ive been running away from some of the responsibilities i have,

that.. i am not having the courage to face the fact that its not only me who change,

and that no matter how old my parents get, even they change from day to day.

i forgot that they had their own life too, apart from me!

i realized that, now that i understand i have to giv them time to live their life.. cox all these days they've been living the life for me..

 soo ive started telling myself that i have my own responsibilities. 

firstly, keeping myself well organized, 

taking care of myself, and caring more about mom and dad. 

(not tht i dont care about them now... but i need to care for them more now)

its kinda a battle to give time to both of them equally since they are separated and live in two different places.

ive been planning on shifting with dad after some time... but who knows if we will live tomorrow right..? all i want to doo.. i got to start as soon as possible right?? 

soo ive decided im gonna start trying to give some more time to dad than i do now. 

and as for mom... im just giving her a chance to experience her lost teen life. 

i totally understand a teenagers situation, and for her its almost the same. 

So yah! go on mom... and experience the best days of life before its too late..

ill support you in watever decision you take!

oh well.. sooo all in all.. im just trying to improve..

be a better daughter... and a better friend...

cox i dont want to lose you guys... 

but for those of you who think i changed and im a bad person for that...

here me out!!

the truth is.. i grew up! 

i learnt tht you cant ALWAYS be happy... i accepted reality..

i have responsibilities...

it doesnt mean i hate any of you!... or that im foni.. or well.. i dont care if you think soo... 

but.. everyone changes right??

i guess this is the time for ME to finally stand up on my own feet!

you'll understand wen the right time for you comes... 

and at that time... i will have no problem with it cox ill totally understand!!

anywayyss! thnks you guys for listening to all the stuff i spill in here..!!!

have a gud nite.. :)

cheers