change!

so yah life changes! so much each day! and thus people change, it doesnt exclude me either.

well to begin with! i was working last month and i never thought i would leave it just after a month.! but i did! of cox i had my own reasons. and then there's my family life right??? well i was living with my mom and aunt and her kids and mom's kokko!

but then came some more people and it got bit crowded at home... i wanted some time with a little bit less pressure, so ive moved to dhonbe ge place for abt 2 or 3 months! but i miss mom and others at home! but it isnt bad over here either!

moving on! comes the people most close to you in life. well the way they treat you, the way they react to what you say, the way they behave around you, it all changes! even  the most unexpected! but hey, they've all got their own life huh? maybe its just me who has way too much expectations from people, when the truth is that everyone has their own issues to deal with. right?

i realli thought about this issue and i thought, even if any person is a close person to me, they have their own things to deal with. its not only me in their lives, but so many other things too. sooo i shudnt even expect too much time for me from them. but i still do think that just some time is important.! because there are some people from whom i want to feel that im important! like my very close frnds, family etc...

As for me, i agree i changed a lot after i finished school. the same thing happened to me. i had MANY MANY issues to deal with. so the time i spent with my frnds and people were very much less than earlier. but i tried to give time to everyone. and from now on i will try even more to spend time with my loved ones becox ive realised how much it hurts when you feel like you are just another person to your loved ones!

Now that i dont have much to do, im thinking of going jogging some days, not to lose weight (i dont have any weight to lose :P) but because i miss my sporty self. i miss the sporty me at school. i thought maybe ill be way more refreshed and stress free and ofcox healthy if i start doing some exercise. so yah! wish me luck. :)

welll and i thought ill try this format instead of the center alligned format this time... i thought this was looks better.! but lets see.! u guys recommend! [pic from my tumblr, it may not match with the post but i just like the pic.. xD] annndd! bye for now!

cya!

a page from my life!

How do you guys describe a normal life?? 

for a teenage girl..??

Heres wat i believe from wat ive seen and learned from different people and different friends of mine..

Of cox  a normal life is a happy family, 

good education, good job,a place to live, enough clothes and food!

RIGHT??

but hey?? ever thought about the difference of a TEENAGER?

ive seen a LOT of ppl who are suffering! but for me i have a very normal life!

complicated family issues, (seperated parents each one with their own issues)

extended family who gives a damn headache at times!

great friends but sumtimes we have our own lil problems!

VERY stressful money matters! (rent. bills blah blah)

Studies is gud!

getting hold of a good enough job! 

(im still waiting for tht government one!)

Wat ive been trying to do since i completed my o'levels was to continue my studies without doing A' lvls but with my own spending! 

as soon as my parents got seperated i wanted to take care of my mother! so first thing i did was to get a job!

started my studies and managed to pay the class fees, give something for rent, spend for me and moms personal stuff, and pay the internet bill. 

i managed to do that for quiet sometime but unfortunately i left my job due to some health issues and also some problems in the office! so i took a long break from work, but guess wat!

being jobless at 17yrs of age was more hectic than working! 

of cox i got a whole day to hangout at home! but it used to giv me headaches! 

i had soo much to deal with! i dont want to make dad spend on me so much! both mom and dad have done so much for me, and being an only child has given a lot! i thought its time for me to do something for them!

and thts y im searching for a well paid job and a place i cud afford to live alone with mom!

well well! there goes!

Some highlights about my life!

well, for me! this is my normal life!

how abt u guys? 

wats ur life like?? do u call this normal?? or do you have easier or HARDER lives??

[pic from tumblr]

sudden fun fact about me!
# mom says it was hard to walk on the road with me because i used to stop and read all the names of the houses and shops wen i walk along!

for right now! im off.. 

buh bye!