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Thursday, November 25, 2010

vulnerable

i havent been much of a blogger aye?
yah..!
something happi.. :)
my aunt delivered..! a boy.. means.. i got a new cousin!
so its kinda busy at home now...
but he sure is a cutie...
moving on!
i feel kinda lifeless these days...
i dunno wat is making me like this soo frequently!
i guess its the effect of jobless-ness!
its such a bore at home.. i realli dunt have stuff to do.. and i dont have anyone to accompany me!
yah so result is me being bored and mad and crazy and HUNGRY!


i just figured out that ive become very vulnerable...emotionally i mean!
everytime anyone say even a little thing, my heart breaks!
yah.. its annoying and sadd!! :/
 and i dunno how to let the feelings out!
i hve the same thing to say everytime...
repeating the same thing tooo frequently cud make it meaningless! thts wat i thot...
soo i just try to stay without talking abt these stuff...
but then again! this makes me the moody and unhappy person!.
argh! ive become such a mess!

[pic from my tumblr!]

anyways.. bye bye for now..
cya soon!


Saturday, November 13, 2010

the little aali! :)

its been sumtym I KNOW! 
i dunno the reason! ive been just a bit more attracted to tumblr these days!
anyways! here goes  post about my childhood! idea inspired by haiko.


I used to call “BOHTHAANI” for water!

I used to cry the whole night till morning!

I wanted to be a MONKEY when I grew up! (kiyavaigen molhuvegen adhi eii ves :P) a highly educated monkey! 

I called BOATHALHAA for boakibaa and cake! And apparently, one day there was my great grandmothers faathihaa at home, and while the kiyavaa meehun were having tea, I went up there and cried “mammaa dheboathalhaa dhee!” because I wanted both cake and boakibaa! hehe

When I was in kindergarten, I made jewellery from clay and actually put them INSIDE my ears pretending they were earrings!

I DIDN’T like to share! And one dayyy, mom bought a packet of sweets and gave to everyone and didn’t leave anything for me! That’s when I started liking to share! :P

When I used to say the shahaadhath before sleeping I refused to say Muhammad because it was my dad’s name! I used to tell mom that its bad to call dad’s name! id rather say bappa.. :P but mom made me understand! Hehe

I used to pray and make duas wishing for a sibling! (yeap! I wanted one sooo bad! I still doo)
When the prayer calls I used to start praying and my prayer would be over as soon as bangi is over! 

I used to say “BANKIYO” at banbukeyo!

When I first saw dad, I was scared of him and told grandma that mom had a scary beybe with us in the room!! :P (I saw dad after quite a while becox he was a boatu dhathuru kuraa meehaa back then)

ibu and I switched mothers sometimes! When maama was out and sometimes wen mom is out! :P so we kinda are siblings. Not born from same tummy but still! Same milk!  “yayyy”

when I went to a zoo, the only thing I was interested in was the MONKEYS! Not even the tigers and stuff! They were boring to me! :P (actually it turns out I still like monkeys! Like the rainbow monkey from KND, boots from dora and there are sum more too!)

I cried NOT to go on a horse ride! But I did go after a lot of crying though! :P

I fed a GIRAFFE!! YAAYYY!

I never liked plain milk, so mom tried all new things and she invented vanilla buhthashi which tasted like vanilla icecream! She added vanilla essence and color to the buhthashi! I still have it instead of milk.. becox I still hate plain milk! And its great! U shud try! More ice is better!

 more to come in another post! enuff for tunite! so enjoy! m off for now.. 
so all in all! life is good right now!
gonna miss ibu! :) cum bck soon brother! 
oki happy hols to all.. :)
 [pic from tumblr!! its just sooo cute!!)

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Im Aali, 17y, from Maldives.. i like soo many things like.... *rainbows* *coke* *marshmallows* *hugs & kisses* *bright colors* *music* *flowers* *starry nights* *pictures* *reading and writing* *ice cream* *hearts* *stars* *candy* *teddy bears* *sparkles/glitter* *tumblr* oh well... soo all in all... sugar, spice and everything nice.
 
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