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Thursday, November 25, 2010

vulnerable

i havent been much of a blogger aye?
yah..!
something happi.. :)
my aunt delivered..! a boy.. means.. i got a new cousin!
so its kinda busy at home now...
but he sure is a cutie...
moving on!
i feel kinda lifeless these days...
i dunno wat is making me like this soo frequently!
i guess its the effect of jobless-ness!
its such a bore at home.. i realli dunt have stuff to do.. and i dont have anyone to accompany me!
yah so result is me being bored and mad and crazy and HUNGRY!


i just figured out that ive become very vulnerable...emotionally i mean!
everytime anyone say even a little thing, my heart breaks!
yah.. its annoying and sadd!! :/
 and i dunno how to let the feelings out!
i hve the same thing to say everytime...
repeating the same thing tooo frequently cud make it meaningless! thts wat i thot...
soo i just try to stay without talking abt these stuff...
but then again! this makes me the moody and unhappy person!.
argh! ive become such a mess!

[pic from my tumblr!]

anyways.. bye bye for now..
cya soon!


5 comments:

nE3 said...

congrats dat u got a new cousin...
abt the lifeless stuff ... its the same here with me .. course is finished .. and there is some more time to stay here before i go to male .. and its killing me .. all i do is sleep ... browse .. chat ... anyways i am trying to plan and do sumthing creative ...

Anonymous said...

congrats on the cousin.
i guess joblessness can do that to people. good luck in everything.

Anonymous said...

Congra!!! for the lil cousin...
n gudluck wit lifeless ness... its kinda similar here wit me 2 wen im not in touch with my bf for longer time...but there is always ups and downs in life.. dis mite be the down part... who knoes how much fun the up hills of life mite turn out rite?... b positive n jux try to do sum stuff u always wanted to do but neva got to do..jux chill while u have the time =D

fairy-land said...

Congra..for the new fresh breathe in ur family...hmm let urself exposed to reduce that anger.. if u hv to repeat, then take another solution.. take sometime for urself

Just Dhona said...

congrats for the new born couxin .. and bout the lifelessness .. i 've jus got a gud luck .. thats sumthing evn i go thru though i hav got a busy skool life yet .. and cheers

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