speak of commitment!

hey hey again! blogger is kinda dull these days, less updates! wats wrong ppl??? 

well i myself have been away from blogger, but the reason is tht i dont have internet access presently.. :/ 

so yah. about life...! i always shared with you the things see and learn from my life.. 

and this time its probably one of the biggest and most unexpected change ive gone thru and also a huge lesson ive learned. 

u knw.. life is all about commitment, taking chances and more time... in my whole life ive always believed this. i know its all really true... but there comes times when u have to make decisions against ur heart. but it may all be just for good.

this time i learned that no matter how much time you giv to a person, and no matter how much you try to prove that u tried, people just dont want to accept it.. and sum ppl are just too ignorant to accept that they make mistakes... 

and guess what.... there is always a time wen u get fed up! fed up of giving chances, fed up of waiting for peoples commitment, fed up of being pushed around, and fed up of being ignored! all i know is i tried, i gave time and i listened! but there is a limit!... so i gave up...! becox no matter how u feel, sumtimes u just have to forget how u feel and remember what you deserve! 

well.. it got really really hard for to adapt to the changes... it actually did hurt... but i guess its all for good again!

and about life all in all... dad is still very very sick and i may have to leave abroad asap! but not sure abt the date yet.. and home is still crowded and im dont feel very good there...soo im still living in hulhumale with ibu.. .and we are actually have some great time.... hes the best brother ever.. i luv him soo much.. <3

and about the job.. they called for orientation and dragged us there for two days and sed that they'll call and let us know the date wen we have to start work... sooo its all about waiting.. AGAIN!

sooo yah.. tht was a brief update about life... im hoping for better changes... insha allah everything will fall into place eventually!

soo luv ya all bloggers! miss ya!

dont stop blogging!... cheeers!